When you find everything that you are looking for, does it get any easier trying to keep it?
Does everything else fall into place?
Is there a way to tell the what you have found is what you were looking for?
Does your gut really know?
What about your heart?
If they conflict, which one do you follow?
Does your head come into play here?
Instinctually you can feel it and know that it is right and you are where you are supposed to be.
You heart leaps and bounds and flutters and tries to hide in the corner.
You head swims and your thoughts get blurred and mashed.
Your stomach gets tied in knots and released only to be punched in minutes later.
And it feels like you ache all over, that you've been aching since birth.
Even when everything is right you fear it might fly off again at any moment.
You want each moment to last a thousand lifetimes. The moments in between seem to.
Days can go by and you never notice.
It hurts all the time.
And it is good.
Maybe.
yes.
this
is
it.
Comments